Guest Posted June 23, 2018 Ive been doing a lot of self reflecting the past couple of days and it just seems like Im a burden to everyone Ive ever met.. I guess I need to sit down and think more but Ive given up on trying and just come to the conclusion that I am the issue in my life and other peoples lives so starting from the moment I post this Im not going to go away. I wont be able to hurt anyone anymore or annoy people or make them hate me so in the long run Im happy because other people are happy. I came to apb to be someone to myself.. I wanted an escape from reality, somewhere I could be proud of myself, feel important to people but in the end I cant even be worth a single shit to someone even in the virtual world.. I mean dont get me wrong, its been an amazing time but now Ive opened my eyes and realized how fucking little Ive meant to everyone in my life even outside of APB. So I guess with that being said Ill see you guys whenever or something.. Just dont try to live your life thinking hurting yourself is better than hurting others because it isnt.. You just end up a broken pile of nothingness like I did. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
! jogzi 2 Posted June 23, 2018 don't worry young blood hey if you ever want to hang out in gilgamesh limsas tree you're always welcome Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
OliverB 4 Posted June 23, 2018 (edited) Tell em ^ Edited June 23, 2018 by OliverB Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AsgerLund 1271 Posted June 23, 2018 OP, if you need a big virtual hairy chest for comfort, write me a PM. Selfreflection is good - giving up is a choice that can be changed. Take care! 3 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
InkieTheSauzeGod 48 Posted June 23, 2018 See out ways to better yourself. We can never get enough self-improvement as peepo. Start by changing your daily routine. Whatever you do, i wish you Goodluck. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Excalibur! 207 Posted June 23, 2018 That happens when you have a lot of free time... No one is important not even in a virtual world. You just will caught a lot of fake and interesed people if you try to act cool or buy them with stuff. You dont need aproval and love from no one, just bee yourself. Trash feelings you don't need. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sniperturtle 65 Posted June 23, 2018 Alrite, all gonna be fine, here. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Excalibur! 207 Posted June 23, 2018 He is gone boys, we will have less useless threads... who will fill the forums now? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kiida 455 Posted June 23, 2018 1 hour ago, Excalibur! said: He is gone boys, we will have less useless threads... who will fill the forums now? We've had you for that the whole time, Katchwi. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
CookiePuss 5379 Posted June 23, 2018 Get over here you little rascal! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
moxxichixx 148 Posted June 23, 2018 hey it's all good, no one can hurt you on a stupid video games like this. Everyone is basicly a pile of broken poop. I am probably quitting as well because I know now moneychixx is really dead. Only my enforcer made it trough Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
vsb 6171 Posted June 23, 2018 6 hours ago, a Pair of Socks said: Just dont try to live your life thinking hurting yourself is better than hurting others because it isnt.. You just end up a broken pile of nothingness like I did. got it, will live to hurt others from now on thanks for the advice 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
CookiePuss 5379 Posted June 23, 2018 6 minutes ago, BXNNXD said: got it, will live to hurt others from now on thanks for the advice "from now on" 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
TheJellyGoo 343 Posted June 23, 2018 6 hours ago, a Pair of Socks said: -zip- On 6/19/2018 at 2:30 PM, a Pair of Socks said: I like your post for you fam, I got chu I got chu fam. You were there for me, I will be there for you! Focus on the positive, self-disclosure was the first and biggest step! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
iPlumbum 80 Posted June 23, 2018 2 minutes ago, CookiePuss said: pfft, you aint getting rid of me that easily Damn so close. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
CookiePuss 5379 Posted June 23, 2018 11 minutes ago, iPlumbum said: Damn so close. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bornstellar 108 Posted June 23, 2018 You matter in this community and in real life too. Just take a step back and get a breath of fresh air. Whatever you've done or how you treated people can be resolved with your future actions. If you want to take that route then you're always welcome back here. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Similarities 226 Posted June 23, 2018 7 hours ago, ! jogzi said: gilgamesh limsas tree Ew, Gilgamesh. Leviathan gamers unite. I like u OP ur my frien. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Unreal 20 Posted June 23, 2018 (edited) No longer being active on the internet or on any network is impossible, we like it and we come back to it no matter what we do. The secret is to be as discreet as possible. After the way of speaking etc comes with the age and education that we had I suppose. To question yourself is already the first and the most important step before you improve. Edited June 23, 2018 by Unreal Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SabrinaAcosta 4 Posted June 23, 2018 (edited) Hace 7 horas, un par de calcetines dijo: El estado reflexionando mucho sobre mí en los últimos días y parece que soy una carga para todos los que él conoce. Supongo que necesito sentarme y pensar más, pero él renuncia a un intento y acabo de llegar a la conclusión. que yo soy el problema en mi vida y en la vida de otras personas, por lo tanto, desde el momento en que publico esto, ya no existé. Ya no podré lastimar a nadie ni molestar a la gente ni hacer que me odien, así que a la larga estoy feliz porque otras personas son felices.Aprendí un ser alguien para mí mismo. Quería escapar de la realidad, de un lugar en el que pudiera sentirme orgulloso, sentirme importante para la gente, pero al final y solo puedo tener una mierda para alguien, incluso en el mundo virtual. Quiero decir, no me malinterpreten, ha sido un momento increíble, pero ahora él abrió los ojos y me dio la cuenta de lo poco que tengo para todos en mi vida, incluso fuera de APB. Así que supongo que con eso se dice que los niños cuando o algo ... No traten de vivir su vida pensando que lo que es mejor que herir a los demás porque no es así. Acaban de terminar con una pila de nada como yo. no digas esas cosas! no todo esta perdido. Edited June 23, 2018 by SabrinaAcosta 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Deftonez 125 Posted June 23, 2018 take all the time you think you need, self reflection requires patience and reform, this is just a small trial/tribulation you've stepped into, and you will progress from it be safe brotha, much love to you Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Fr3e 66 Posted June 23, 2018 sorry are we suppose 2 kno who you are? jk you can never escape the internet Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Queen of Love 453 Posted June 23, 2018 Come on friend (>,,< )/ you are just drinking a cola while reading this replies :D Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ch4ncer 87 Posted June 23, 2018 (edited) funny to see you coming out like this and yet there are people on here who are 10 times worse but carry on with their repulsiveness, arrogance and idiocy. Edited June 23, 2018 by ch4ncer Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
