oof, i was kinda hoping my shameful past would have been forgotten, tho i'd be lying if i said i wasn't flattered to be mentioned by such an esteemed player herself ty
to anyone and everyone else who remembers those days all i can offer is my sincere apologies for the way i was back then.
if it's any consolation i ended up trans (3 months HRT now) and if that isn't sinking low enough for ya i also ended up a vtuber
needless to say karma caught up with mctosh. i'll always regret i didn't find a more productive outlet for my problems
i can only hope you can forgive me, those whose missions i ruined to escape my own pain.
much love, i've always silently been rooting for APB to continue and thrive again.