before i start...   please read this as informational. take it in. it's not meant to be negative. it's not meant to deflate spirits.   it's just an experience i have had that i wanted to share. you can be your own judge. but for me, the journey was stark and revealing.           in the past 8 hours i've been taken on a tour of the "dark side" of APB. a brief peek to see some things i kinda wish i hadn't even seen.   i literally feel lik